A free monkey in the street

Let's call him Mr. JoFer,i'd keep his name in secret because nobody wants to get into trouble,especially if the guy in question has some several mental problems since his youth,he was born in the States but due to the great fame and money of his parents he always had the chance to travel everywhere he wanted.His parents sent him to a private school in Europe,where due to his really low qualifications,drug and alcohol addictions and bad companies was admitted to diverse expensive private schools. I really can't admit he was a smart guy but maybe he had the skills to command people with lower self steem,he had the hability to manipulate people to his own benefit and that,due to his father's successful economy helped him to gain a space in the rock music industry,even if he wasn't that talented but of course,you don't need that when you can buy people and have famous contacts as his father did.Even so Mr.Jofer needed someone who he could rely on,he made a meticulpus casting until he found Jordiana,a shy beautiful blondie who was the perfect piece he needed to help him to control his fame and status,she became the manager of the band.Things were great at the beginning but as all the things never work as perfect as they should she felt in love with him or maybe she didn't but she admired the way he did things and also this latino aspect that matched perfectly with her. Fans were always a great support for the band,especially groupies and as far as i know groupies are also a big instrument,expecially in the rock movement.Problems come always and Mr.Jofer had always a trouble with the alcohol,and due to his rebellious behaviour and dominant character he adquired a psychological disorder and he became more neurotic and blindy optimistic,Jordiana did everything she could to help him but she couldn't stand him anymore so..she cheated him. I think any girl could stand a guy who likes to try everyone as a poor dependant servant and maybe some people like to work under a leader directions but nobody would like to be abused or feel like someone is using you as a tool to became success. I don't have any idea of how is the life of this guy but i always wondered how rich and famous people like him could live such a miserable life having all the best a man can have and never appreciating it.Guys of all walks of life who were born with no power or economic facilities tried really hard to become what they are right now and they never complained about it and you feel more successful when you see life weren't always easy but you never gave up to be in a better position in life,not everyone could born in a golden cage but it doesnt mean you cant enjoy life and they enjoy life better than the "got-it-all" folks. Think about it.

No me gustan las mentiras

Tiempo que no bloggeo en español,debería crearme otro blogger pero mejor así,más práctico.En fin.Quisiera saber porque la gente inventa tantas historias para llamar la atención en vez de ser honesto y decir de una vez cual es la verdadera razón de sus  intenciones porque tarde o temprano todos nos damos cuenta de la verdad.Yo tengo un sexto sentido para esas cosas,talvez porque he conocido mucha gente aunque no haya vivido tantas experiencias como los otros.Hoy tengo una nueva frase inventada por mi: "El amor no se exige ni se compra,se da o no se da,así de simple" ¿Porqué hacernos tantas complicaciones cuando las cosas no son tan difíciles como parecen? Y si lo son siempre hay una razón para arreglarlas,hay que saber manejar nuestros problemas,nadie puede solucionarlos si no confiamos en nosotros mismos.Otros pueden tratar de ayudarnos pero si nosotros no tratamos de hacer las cosas y siempre dependemos de los consejos o decisiones de los otros nunca seremos lo suficientemente libres para trazar nuestro camino.
No soporto a la gente melodramática,o demasiado romántica hasta el punto de llegar a ser extravagante porque yo no me identifico con esa gente,el amor es una cosa,la obsesión estúpida e irracional es otra.Creo que cuando alguien se enamora lo hace por cierto tiempo pero no creo que no puedas darte otra oportunidad pero hay gente que no quiere moverse y madurar y se queda estancada en recuerdos pasados y talvez esa sea la única razón por la que se quejan tanto y no pueden ser felices en el futuro.¿que opinan? Igual es con la amistad,si no le agradas a alguien tienes que entender que no todos podemos agradarle a todo el mundo,entonces mejor dejarlo ir. Talvez algunas personas son tan dependientes que no pueden vivir sin el otro/la otra y pasan toda su vida pendientes de los otros cuando se sienten inseguros cuando están solos,no se soportan a si mismos o tienen miedo de sus fracasos,de su lado obscuro.No sé si me conozco lo suficiente pero yo si puedo estar en soledad,me gusta mucho la verdad.Claro que a veces necesito de mis amigos pero como la mayoría no viven aquí uno tiene que aprovechar de todos modos.A divertirse se ha dicho!! Y los machucados que salgan del camino..saludos a todo el mundo,los amo (ya saben quienes son mis favoritos)

What is logical for people nowadays?

I know everyone thinks they are always right,they never want to make mistakes but the more they want to be right they are wrong,they choose to critize everyone else and they have that sensation of hate against the other one as  if he was a rival  made to be defeated.You cannot have this feeling of negative vision of having this superiority complex of thinking the others are against you and you can achieve things only on your own.Is true,you depend of yourself as well but you cannot see everyone else or "the other"  as your enemie even if in this life you'll meet a lot of people who dislike your personality or maybe will feel a little confussed the first time they know you,some people tend to feel reserved or agressive towards new people,is like mixing diverse types of animals in a process of socialization.Despite of the races,sex,educations and beliefs people is always different,they are always so concerned about themselves and their social life and there are really very few who concern about being themselves because you can't be free even if you want it to if you don't have rules and you make your own rules to survive in this society,this jungle of different species,feelings,situations and restrictions that makes us human and at the same time they could drive us insane,confussed. We're the best when we're alone with our thoughts,we don't want nobody else to guess or to know our deepest desires due to the ridicule of feeling ourselves naked to the public eye that in some case it could fit perfectly the quote "God watches us all" but thinking about it logically is not God who watches all,at least if you're not a religious believer but we all have this feeling of reserve and fear to new situations because maybe some of us are not ready to take a second step with the snakes and ladders around us.Life means to take chances and we decide if we make it or we regret and leave,we lost.But there is always a light in the way,doesn't matter what they say or do,you've yourself and your wishes to move on and anyone can take that away from you.Get free.

Routine suxs

2186 messages! in my hotmail account,isn't it great? Well,is not.Maybe they were just propagandas,annoucements and so on.Doesn't matter anyway. Some months ago i lost a very important friendship that i had online,his name was Vittorio and he was one of the best guys i have ever met even if not  in person but he was amazing,we had so many things in common and it was great to chat with him and suddenly i couldn't see him again on facebook or msn,he just dissappeared and i was wondering if he was a real guy or maybe someone taking the profile of someone else because he had so many pictures of him with a lot of friends and also pics of himself and he speak italian and english perfectly,but thinking about it maybe he was a lier.I don't trust so easily in people but this guy marked my life somehow,even if he was a big fake lier.Anyway.Yesterday i saw Yanaira,my best friend and one of the best hardworkers i have ever seen,anywayz we went to  get some drinks and take a walk,it was such fun,free to talk about so many things in the long time we havent seen each other.We barely talk about guys,there are many more important things to do.Also,i'm thinking about study something new,more interesting like cooking in my free time. Now,is great that Yani has more free time.There is a great song of Missy Higgins "the sound of white",i want to make a karaoke of this song,it will be interesting,it is very  meaningful for me and i cannot say why,i save it to myself.Have a nice time everyone!

Is your life really better??

I guess you're all wondering how simple life can be because not everyone has the same facilities in life and you don't even consider yourself as a lucky bastard but in fact you are.Doesn't matter if you're latino,jewish,white or black,now the more important colour in life is called green,the colour of money.The more wealthy you're,the more happy you feel.There is nothing like a bunch of dollars (or euros if you're european) to have at least a better life standard.It doesn't mean you must be a materialistic person,obsessed with trademarks or precious objects but to have a decent life and have a healthy social life you must have at least a good bank account,great clothes,a nice car and a popular group of friends or relatives to say you've made it.Maybe you can be considered as a successful winner in this life,people respect you and see you as a trendsetter.What happens if some of the people sorrounding you are in need? Of course you don't care,is not your problem,you can make donations and you can feel good about yourself because there is nothing you can do anyway,you were born with a good star above you and also you had great people in your social life.Loosers are considered the ones who envy your life and try to destroy your very well madereputations  or they are the ones who try to destroy your social life somehow trying to make you feel bad at the public eyes.Maybe you're one of these few ones who DOESN'T CARE about what people perceive about you and walk in this life feeling better than the others or maybe you take advantage of them but of course there are some people who are cleverer people and they can realize more quickly than the poor ignorant innocent souls and love to be themselves and are proud of who they are to ask for your help.Is true,when you have money EVERYONE wants to be your friend,everyone look for you,laugh at your stupid jokes and want to get laid,etc but these people are just such a big fat liers who onlycare about your monetary position because they know they will also look better in the public eye if they hang out with you or maybe if you don't have such money but you've atractive friends who work in the fashion business,maybe models or something people will fake that they like you to be with them but NOT with you,they don't care about you at all,you're anything for them,think about it? Had they some interest in your when you were normally social?? I don't think so.Also,i have observed that people who are in group feel with more conviction and bravery than when they are all by themselves.Not my case,i don't need of anyone to feel confidence,i trust myself and i have nothing to hide.Do you realize who you really are??